moody..

Feeling so moody... mood keeps fluctuating these few days... snapped at a few people... dunno whats wrong with me...
Going through an emotional crisis...

Keep listening to Lin Jun Jie's - Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou (after a thousand years), brings tears to my eyes...
After a thousand years, nothing really matters anymore does it?
What on earth are we striving for on earth?

People keep quarrelling, people keep hating...
What for?... does it do anything but massage their own ego?...

Cried myself to sleep yesterday... I jus wanted to be somebody's arms so badly...

It feels so lonely to be alone sometimes...

I promised myself to abstain from this awful thing called love... but... I'm realizing that it is getting more and more difficult to so....
I dont exectly love somebody... I just want somebody to love me...

I miss him...

I still remember when we were at east coast at night.... everybody else was having the barbeque, and we left them far behind...
We walked and walked till god knows where... then I decided I wanted to rest... so we sat on a rock facing the sea.... After awhile.... I got sleepy and fell asleep in his arms...

what is wrong with one guy loving another guy?

i still dont get it, and I never will...

i wish for my guy...

then we'll fly away... far away from this troublesome world... far away from people... far away from projects and schoolwork....
we'll fly away... and ask God, why is it wrong?
we'll ask God... can there be no relational love between 2 guys?
we'll ask God... then why do we feel this way?....

i was.
ravaged by love...
healed by love...


Ask me about love, and there are few people on earth qualified enough to tell you more then I do...
In reality, love... is unexplainable...


crazed emotions....
I need a hug...